Xanga-July 28, 2005

Okay, first I want to do a little ranting and raving about Rockstar:INXS. I missed last night's show because I didn't have my tape set for the right time. Here's the thing though. Last night as well as two nights that I was actually home to watch the show, I have had the wrong times. Why? Because fucking CBS doesn't bother to tell me. You would think that they would want the loyal fans to keep watching so telling you what time its on would be a plus. Maybe I'm wrong. Anyway, this week after some internet research I found out that two people got cut-Heather who has this really soulful voice and some other girl. And for the third week in a row this girl Jessica was saved. And they called my dear Marty up for an encore of his performance of Lithium by Nirvana. I am truely sorry that I missed that. He did very, very good the first time. Its his type of song as well as I think some pop-punk/emo. However, I don't think that he'll make it all the way. He's been critized before. But I still love him
And now for a poem. I got a little too caught up in cliches (is that the correct spelling?) and stereotypes but its still decent.
An Emo Verse
My heart is a patch/ On my sleeve/ Crudely sewn and stitched/ You rip it off with such force/ And it flutters to the ground/ A thousand feet trample it/ A thousand wheels turn over/ My heart
Let me take my journal/ From my bag, with its pins/ And write a little/ Something for you/ A line, a lyric, a poem, a song/ Emo bands knew it/ All along
I'll site now, quiet/ In the corner/ Holding the broken shards/ Of glass, mirror/ That let you see into/ My soul, mistakenly
I go up the/ Down staircase/ And you lead me / The wrong way on a/ One way street
Shattered, confused/ Everything's spinning/ And I am falling/ Down/ To a sidewalk/ You're just a chalk/ Outline on my heart
And I am just a memory/ Washed away by my/ Own silent tears

I am thinking of posting this on the Ludo message board like Casi...

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Xanga-July 27, 2005

I need a boyfriend.

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Xanga-July 21, 2005

I LOVE Rockstar:INXS! Rockstar:INXS Website That's the website. Mig and Marty are my favorite. Marty kindof reminds me of Kris Roe from The Ataris. He did a Franz Ferdinand song last week and it was awesome. This week I can't remember what he did, but he would of done better had he done the song by The Killers. Mig is elfish and belongs in The Lord of The Rings. This week poor Neal got voted off. I liked him enough. He reminded me of Matt (I think) from the old ABJ (Its bad that I started to love them but not enough to know their names.) Don't believe me? Find his picture and then look at this one. (If it works.) ABJ-Matt
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Xanga-July 19, 2005

My arch enemies list: Paris Hilton, Jamie Adams, Kelli Shaw and Judge Judy
Given the chance, I might kill them.

Work is completly sucking. Catlyn is being crazy manager girl again. So much so that I have in the past two nights seriously considered walking out on her. But then nothing will probably pay as well as Hy-Vee. I havn't heard anything about the job in Colorado. I really need to because then I can settle down and get on with the rest of my life.

This is my life plan so far: Plan A: Get job in Colorado and move there. Plan B: Move to apartment in Columbia, work at Hy-Vee, consider second or different job, take some fall classes, chill until vet school next fall.

The concert Friday was good, I guess. I am still hyped up about those tacky bikini models. UGH! Why am I so angry? Anyway, it was amazing that David isn't dead since I havn't heard from him since February. Erica was her beautiful self. And I am amazing at making pancakes for the annual St.Joe Comes to Columbia for a Ludo Show Breakfast. (I seriously just thought 'Who was St.Joe?' And then the 13 years of Catholic school came flooding back and I laughed at myself for being dumb.) Martha and Frei were there too. And Emily and Robert's girlfriend, Little Sara. Good Times. Maybe I'll consider IHOP for my second job.
My little brother is coming home for the first two weeks in August. Of course, my mom and I will be in Gordyville in Illinois (Gordyville contrary to popular belief is not an actual town, just a horse show arena) for the first week showing at Pony Congress. Jerry said that he might come up for that for a while. I am sure that all of the teenage girls will find him. And I will buy him a drink if we can get into the bar. Well, maybe I'll just drink for him...

I ran into Tony last night at Hy-Vee. It looks like he has put on some weight which is really good because normally he is a beanpole. I also think he was high. He was a little more mellow than normal and didn't shriek like a school girl which would be normal for him. He was buying cookies and has taken up with one of the meat department guys as a friend.

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Xanga-July 13, 2005

Well, what should I write about today?
Yesterday, I had a telephone interview with Aurora Organic Dairy in Colorado. Unfortunately, the guy that interviewed me didn't think that I was qualified enough for the job I was interviewing for. However, he was interested in my resume, experiences and interests and was going to look for another job and salary at the farm for me. So maybe I'll have a job in Colorado which is closer and gets alot more Ludo than Florida. And a little bird tells me that Martha likes that state too.
Last night, Martha and I went and fed the mules. That was good times. Then we met with Amie for Bread Company. Then Martha and I went and did some Hot Topic stalking. That was fun. Then she took me to Wal-Mart for envelopes, rabbit food, toilet paper, and candy-not that I needed the sugar because I was mass crazy last night.
Last week, Frei and I were wandering around downtown and we passed a dress shop and started planning my wedding, not to anyone in particular, just in general. Anyway, it was decided (after Amie joined us) that Martha would be in it as a bridesmaid despite all of her bitching. Anyway, as we talked Amie asked 'Would you wear white?' Except she said it in the way that clearly meant 'because you shouldn't' Amie is sassy.
Is anyone watching Rockstar:INXS? Because I am. Its my summer show. I enjoy it though I know nothing about INXS or singing. I do know rock when I hear it though. I love Mig and Marty, not that they are particularly good singers just that they are adorable.
Anyone that hasn't read 'The Da Vinci Code' shouldn't waste their time. Okay, go ahead and get on the band wagon and read it. I did. It wasn't a complete waste of time. The codes and symbols and hidden meaning stuff was cool but I just don't think that it was very well written. So I'm not entirely sure what the big deal was about.
This is an article about my little brother.Jerry's army story I miss him. Actually, I hate the idea that I might move (and even possibly move back) before I see him again. But I think he's coming home in August for a few weeks.

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