Well, I may have spoken too hastily yesterday about Open House. I think now instead of firmly being opposed to being a commitee head, I'll do so on a case by case basis. If given the opportunity, I'll run what I think is important and intests me. Otherwise, like I said, I'll be happy hanging out with my mom and Nell, the pony, staying with Mule Club and running the cow milking for Bovine Club. Now they are also looking for a new tri-chair. While this is a huge responsiblity, I know that no one would listen to me. I WOULD like to do it because I think I would make sure everyone knew what was going on and that we ASKED the first years for their help rather than DEMANDING it. Those were problems last year. Joe said I should volunteer to be a commitee head but he doesn't seem to know yet how I work. I'd rather not do anything and complain about how poorly it went later.
My dog's costume is coming along great! She's going to be a giant ear of corn. She pooped in her crate last night. Well, more like outside of it on the kitchen floor. I don't know what was going on there.
Pharmacology will be the end of me. I hate it. Its like chemistry and geometry combined. And the teacher sucks. And she gets things wrong when she's trying to teach us. And there is no textbook. Joe suggested that if I was going to struggle with it and the teacher isn't teaching me (I am and she's not) then I should consider studying with a group of people. What he doesn't seem to get yet (still) is that studying with others infuriates me to the point that I learn less than I would of learned confusing myself. I'm not opposed to asking for help. Just opposed to working with people. He also suggested that I should be worried (which I'm not). But worrying doesn't get me anywhere. I lay on my couch more watching TV. I eat more and get fatter. I fall asleep more on my book. That's where worrying gets me. Joe is so full of helpful suggestions that won't work for me because I am stubborn and he doesn't get it.
Do you think that exotic dancers in clubs make some sort of base wage in addition to tips? They would have to I would think. I had a dream about that last night and I wasn't doing so good so hopefully there was minimum wage to back up my $30 or $40 in tips....
[EDIT-Originally, published to Blogger on 10/24/11]
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